You must start with the first brick... then the other.... then.. the one after that... and so on...
19.12.09
10.12.09
DEFRAGMENT
IT MADE SENSE TO HIM BUT IT WAS NOT EASY TO GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS. SO HE PAUSED FOR A FEW MINUTES AND BROKE DOWN HIS MESSAGE
"I fully appreciate and sympathize that your intentions are good.
But i have no choice but to react when your actions hurt me.
These feelings tend to happen independently of each other.
Such is the reality and i ask that you understand me and do your part."
.....
"I fully appreciate and sympathize that your intentions are good.
But i have no choice but to react when your actions hurt me.
These feelings tend to happen independently of each other.
Such is the reality and i ask that you understand me and do your part."
.....
15.10.09
maybe
The stars lights married her skin and lit them to show me the other side of her beauty
The sun’s rays showed me her perfect imperfections her true form her reality
I was aroused by the shape of her lips and infected by what came out of them
She spoke with such clarity and sincerity a given assumption that tapped into my inner self
As the words came out I heard her tone and listened to her message
Breaking down every facet of information I could process, I noticed her lips parting
And thought of their softness and sweetness, I was with her but I was far away
Taking her on a journey beyond this world, asking her to share my soul
I urged my aura to be beautiful again, like a majestic peacock showing its impressive colors
I wanted to dazzle her and make her smile and feel secure and endure challenges with me.
I smiled and she smiled back and at that moment we shared a story only open to us
We shared a dimension meant for us, a moment of magic fated by the universe’s need to optimize its creations.
When she laughed I panicked because it was perfect, too perfect too soon.
She held my hand as if to bring me back, she was real, the moment was real.
I deserve her and I will serve her.
The sun’s rays showed me her perfect imperfections her true form her reality
I was aroused by the shape of her lips and infected by what came out of them
She spoke with such clarity and sincerity a given assumption that tapped into my inner self
As the words came out I heard her tone and listened to her message
Breaking down every facet of information I could process, I noticed her lips parting
And thought of their softness and sweetness, I was with her but I was far away
Taking her on a journey beyond this world, asking her to share my soul
I urged my aura to be beautiful again, like a majestic peacock showing its impressive colors
I wanted to dazzle her and make her smile and feel secure and endure challenges with me.
I smiled and she smiled back and at that moment we shared a story only open to us
We shared a dimension meant for us, a moment of magic fated by the universe’s need to optimize its creations.
When she laughed I panicked because it was perfect, too perfect too soon.
She held my hand as if to bring me back, she was real, the moment was real.
I deserve her and I will serve her.
2.9.09
14.8.09
Thinking of Adia

The worlds events rage on like a storm and im on a ship that guides me through it...everytime i look at why i have survived i see the sails and i hear your voice... I see the rudders and i see your ambition and commitment.. i see the hull and i reflect on your sound and continuing legacy...i see the main mast and i see your heart.. you keep me alive and strong mom. (Raphael de Souza-12:08 pm August 14th-thinking about my amazing mother Adia" ...sent as random text...
5.6.09
What it takes....

A great man starts a life by understanding himself and his environment....he is faced with choices and quickly understands responsibility and accountability based on those choices....he accepts his path and strives to conquer his fears and challenges.. picking himself up at every fall and defining his success only by his progression and not the illusion of an end...during his journey he acquires alot..... wit, strength, wealth and all that comes with it including numerous friends.. popularity and beautiful women at his whim... the one missing piece requires his inner self his soul. That which requires a purity and longevity that can be appropriated to an anointed matrimony...therefore he needs to be humbled, he needs to place himself last he needs to show sacrifice and be prepared to suffer for his true love.....
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