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Objectification or Celebration....

2009

As the year slowly pans out. I'm not sure of what to make of it. Its been a mixed bag of events: Obama being elected, 9 weddings I've attended, Redundancy and Michael Jackson's passing.

Quick word play:

Obama: Lifted my spirit, made me proud
9 Weddings: They make sense and i need a partner
Redundancy! I have tasted this first hand.. bitter pill beyond your control
Michael Jackson's passing: Emptiness, magic has left the building!!

So do i make a new years resolution or more? Or should I keep striving for world dominance? They say people don't plan to fail but rather fail to plan. So i guess the new years resolution thing now sheds off the cheese and holds water.

So plan 1: Do more of what i love
Plan 2: Let the world know that Raphael de Souza is single and available to......?(ill come back to that)
Plan 3: family......i cant say that lightly.. FAMILY!!!
Plan 4: Ambition,hard work, Career move.
Plan 5: Masters Degree in Digital Marketing or MBA
Plan 6: Stack up money.. makes the world go round.
PLan 7: Paint
Plan 8: Write.. Write.. Write
Plan 9: Get my 6 pack back
Plan 10: Achieve what is listed

Ok so im good to go.. but i notice that i have not included my Jaguar XKR as a plan.. but somehow i feel that fulfilling the above mentioned will get me the XKR as a matter of course.

Good night and God bless

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TO BUILD A GREAT WALL!!

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You must start with the first brick... then the other.... then.. the one after that... and so on...

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DEFRAGMENT

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IT MADE SENSE TO HIM BUT IT WAS NOT EASY TO GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS. SO HE PAUSED FOR A FEW MINUTES AND BROKE DOWN HIS MESSAGE

"I fully appreciate and sympathize that your intentions are good.
But i have no choice but to react when your actions hurt me.
These feelings tend to happen independently of each other.
Such is the reality and i ask that you understand me and do your part."

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maybe

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The stars lights married her skin and lit them to show me the other side of her beauty
The sun’s rays showed me her perfect imperfections her true form her reality
I was aroused by the shape of her lips and infected by what came out of them
She spoke with such clarity and sincerity a given assumption that tapped into my inner self
As the words came out I heard her tone and listened to her message
Breaking down every facet of information I could process, I noticed her lips parting
And thought of their softness and sweetness, I was with her but I was far away
Taking her on a journey beyond this world, asking her to share my soul
I urged my aura to be beautiful again, like a majestic peacock showing its impressive colors
I wanted to dazzle her and make her smile and feel secure and endure challenges with me.
I smiled and she smiled back and at that moment we shared a story only open to us
We shared a dimension meant for us, a moment of magic fated by the universe’s need to optimize its creations.
When she laughed I panicked because it was perfect, too perfect too soon.
She held my hand as if to bring me back, she was real, the moment was real.
I deserve her and I will serve her.

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The worlds events rage on like a storm and im on a ship that guides me through it...everytime i look at why i have survived i see the sails and i hear your voice... I see the rudders and i see your ambition and commitment.. i see the hull and i reflect on your sound and continuing legacy...i see the main mast and i see your heart.. you keep me alive and strong mom. (Raphael de Souza-12:08 pm August 14th-thinking about my amazing mother Adia" ...sent as random text...